Rinpoche shouted a sudden ‘Phat!’ I felt myself splatter across the room. I didn't jump as I had on many previous occasions. I probably flinched slightly as my autonomic nervous system reacted involuntarily – but the effect was still violent. I sat there as my ‘self’ or my reality reassembled.p209, Goodbye Forever Vol III, Ngakpa Chögyam, Aro Books Worldwide, 2023, ISBN 9781898185666