I'd succeeded and failed simultaneously. The failure? That was obvious – but what of the success? That comprised of my having had the single pointed intention to do what I had done. I'd carried through with a plan. I'd not given up. That was important for a Buddhist practitioner. The lengths to which obsession carries a person, in terms of activity, is the mark of someone who stands the chance of realising goals in Buddhism.
p75, Goodbye Forever: miscellaneous memoirs of an English Lama, Volume One Ngakpa Chögyam, Aro Books Worldwide, 2020, ISBN 978-1-898185-51-2